♥ you're amazing, just the way you are, so just stay strong beautiful ♥ ♥ The girl who seemed unbreakable; broke, the girl who always laughed; cried, the girl who seemed so strong; crumbled, the girl who never stop trying; finally gave up. She dropped a fake smile and as a tear ran down her cheek and she whispered to herself “I can’t do this anymore” ♥ ♥ you're amazing, just the way you are, so just stay strong beautiful ♥. * Believe .
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I always say I don’t want a relationship because they’re too much effort but honestly, I just don’t want to get hurt again.

When your young your naive and you fall head over heaps for someone but they screw you over and once you’ve been fucked over a certain amount of times, you lose hope. You stop trusting people because everyone you ever trusted has showed you reason not to and eventually you shut off. You so scared of getting hurt that you don’t let anyone close enough to hurt you ever again. But you know there’s something missing. You want to be able to open up, to trust someone enough and completely and utterly love them -but you don’t know how.

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This photo isn’t just to flaunt my body. This is for all the girls out there with ED’s and other forms of self harm. I’ve been thinking about this for awhile but I’ve never brought myself up to do this but I really need to get it off my chest. I battled with SH/ED’s and had issues with my body image since I could remember and I’m glad to say I think I’ve finally overcame them. I know my body isn’t perfect and it never will be. I struggled for years trying to change it and make myself skinnier; I almost died trying to achieve perfection. However I realised, at the end of the day, the size of your body doesn’t determine the size of your heart. I’ve gone through life being told I was never good enough and I believed it. It screwed my life up pretty bad but I’m finally getting my life back on track. I’m not saying I don’t get self-conscious or moments of doubt in myself, but over the last few years battling through anorexia, bulimia and various other SH/ED’s, I finally have been able to come to terms with who I am and to be able to deal with it. I will always envy those super models and look up at Victoria Secret Angels in awe but I just can’t keep putting myself down. So this is my story and I hope it’ll show others that it’s never too late to recover. I hope that every girl will one day realise that eating disorders and self harm isn’t the answer and they actually just causes more problems. I hope every single girl out there that sees this, knows that they’re beautiful. I know it’s hard in a society that always puts you down, to not put yourself down too, but if you keep your head high, I promise you’ll be alright. Just remember, you’re amazing just the way you are, so stay strong beautiful!
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relapse. + 3 notes ♡
yeah i’ve made mistakes; get the fuck over it.

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i guess i’m just not fucking good enough. + 4 notes ♡
took these today at the pools. yay for shit editing skills and stars instead of faces but this is going to be my before summer shots and now i plan to lose 10kilos in 10weeks. god help me and give me luck because i sure as hell will need it..
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If only I could tell my ten year old self what I knew now.. + 5 notes ♡
..and then finally you reach the point where you’ve been hurt too many times that you stop believing that there’s still hope. + 24 notes ♡
If loving you is right, then I guess I’m too wrong. + 13 notes ♡
Everyone changes. Some change because they’re wise enough and want to; Others change because they’ve been hurt enough and have to. + 36 notes ♡
No, you’re right. I don’t trust anyone anymore. Why? Because everyone I have ever trusted has showed be reason why I shouldn’t. + 53 notes ♡
fuck, i want a cute ass relationship. + 6 notes ♡
"what happened to us? how did we become so broken?
we fell in love. and at some point, the people we loved, forgot to love us back.."

- one tree hill

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completely getting back on track for diet. and this time, im not going to give up, im not going to stop, nothing will get in my way, i will get thin -even if it kills me.

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