♥ you're amazing, just the way you are, so just stay strong beautiful ♥ ♥ The girl who seemed unbreakable; broke, the girl who always laughed; cried, the girl who seemed so strong; crumbled, the girl who never stop trying; finally gave up. She dropped a fake smile and as a tear ran down her cheek and she whispered to herself “I can’t do this anymore” ♥ ♥ you're amazing, just the way you are, so just stay strong beautiful ♥. * Believe .
Thought I’d look decent for once lel
From last night 💜
Mwa.
This photo isn’t just to flaunt my body. This is for all the girls out there with ED’s and other forms of self harm. I’ve been thinking about this for awhile but I’ve never brought myself up to do this but I really need to get it off my chest. I battled with SH/ED’s and had issues with my body image since I could remember and I’m glad to say I think I’ve finally overcame them. I know my body isn’t perfect and it never will be. I struggled for years trying to change it and make myself skinnier; I almost died trying to achieve perfection. However I realised, at the end of the day, the size of your body doesn’t determine the size of your heart. I’ve gone through life being told I was never good enough and I believed it. It screwed my life up pretty bad but I’m finally getting my life back on track. I’m not saying I don’t get self-conscious or moments of doubt in myself, but over the last few years battling through anorexia, bulimia and various other SH/ED’s, I finally have been able to come to terms with who I am and to be able to deal with it. I will always envy those super models and look up at Victoria Secret Angels in awe but I just can’t keep putting myself down. So this is my story and I hope it’ll show others that it’s never too late to recover. I hope that every girl will one day realise that eating disorders and self harm isn’t the answer and they actually just causes more problems. I hope every single girl out there that sees this, knows that they’re beautiful. I know it’s hard in a society that always puts you down, to not put yourself down too, but if you keep your head high, I promise you’ll be alright. Just remember, you’re amazing just the way you are, so stay strong beautiful!
Hey I found this on my phone from last Halloween but since Easters coming up, happy Easter guys! :’)
took these today at the pools. yay for shit editing skills and stars instead of faces but this is going to be my before summer shots and now i plan to lose 10kilos in 10weeks. god help me and give me luck because i sure as hell will need it..
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Really glad I didn’t decide to chop it all off.
+ 31
2012; the year to get skinny.
you’ll never guess her secret..